RIEN BODY
when
adrien brody enters a room in the movie 'detachment', he is entering
a room he has already left. his life must not take place. his body
can not be allowed to materialise. the bath tub will stay empty and
clean, holding no traces of the dirt rings left by his soul when he
emerges to dry of his non-body, applying deodorant to his angelic,
yet fictitious, armpits, feeling the need to shave the face that is
not there. the blank mirror surface shows nothing but the congealed
constellations of tooth-paste spit.
adrien
brody is eaten by the calmest of sorrows: the certainty that his life
is beaten mercilessly into nothingness, that his efforts add little
to it except the ceaseless gratification of terminal rejection and
disappointment.
the
abyss does not stare back at him. it fails to care.
for
adrien brody there is nothing to be gained from compassion, as there
are no mirroring agents which his compassion can be perceived within.
it is thrown into nothingness and can only echo that nothingness,
endlessly, in hollow cycles.
there
is nothing to learn.
there
is only the perpetuation of hate and loneliness. there will be no
future. the sun will abandon a planet that have long since abandoned
it. the comets dart into a pool of indifference, underappreciated by
a chorus of shrugged shoulders, rolling eyes.
there
is no love, only rape.
yet
adrien brody knows, that even though he cannot save himself, he is
not powerless to sacrifice himself for another. even now, in the most
fractured moment of his non-existence, there is the off chance that
someone can see him, and perceive his light, inexplicably, as shining
a little bit brighter than their own.
life
through sacrifice. it is his last chance. it is their last hope.
when
adrien brody exits a room in the movie 'detachment', he does so in
the contained warmth of a body that wasn't his to begin with.
all
is not lost in sensitivity.
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