Wednesday, 5 February 2014
BLACKOUT AT THE BREAK OF DAWN
your
stolen shoe horn broken
you
watch wheelchairs congregate
you
would be found on a somalian speed boat / in the hands of
someone to whom your body was valuable / or in a hospital you cannot
afford / expiring while pretending to suffer for someone pretending
to care /
you
think neither
you
think nosedive onto the most expensive car in the hotel parking lot,
broken shoe horn lodged inbetween upper lip and front teeth / the
overconfidence brought on by sangria, that your action will start a
class war /
you
will charge the shell of immortality / it's amateur night at the
suicide palladium / ambulances will be running through every page you
have written / picking up bodies with gusto, and calm / playing
jockamo fee nané / loudspeakers on your chest /
you
have one wound, the only one that exists
you
are healed / the amoeba rises to shout
Tuesday, 21 January 2014
CORPORATUS
a
parliament was planned for saarbrücken, to ensure the city would hold
much the same position as strasbourg, which, in effect, would be
holding any position at all / it was not accepted with the same avid
acknowledgment as hitler's theatre / its main scene almost avoiding
the total destruction brought on by the bombs that followed as
announced in the second act / whereas the iron works he traded for
would be employed as stubborn ruins in a much demanded da capo / for
several miles in every direction the burning barn owls, nightingales
and wild boars would be resonating for the greater part of a decade
inbetween the jilted slopes and disfigured trees / not as thunderous
applause, but as forced pillow talk perhaps / the eiderdown would
have to be imagined by forces not yet lured into submission / these
are the new maginot lines: / cotton strings running from you to a
point in me defined by you / in between a variety of bell towers,
whorehouses, it was all very fancy / nobody believed you anymore when
you spoke of longing as that of which you speak is no longer known as
longing at all / hard to see at first, then: nothing at all / trees
no longer forcing their nature on you / local politicians drowned in
suburban spirits / remembering the heydays as they were, now gently
moving on / and what happened with the riverbeds? / gnawed at with
thunderous reproach by a pack of ill-tempered boars at dawn, before
eventually blacking out from hunger / settling again for teary-eyed
chestnuts and holy water springing out from the ground / they would come
a long way going nowhere / like you, determined that life must be
about more than baumarkt, merguez and cheap or cheaper petrol from
luxembourg / coffee and cigarettes too, upheld as a birthright by the
lifers / sacrificed before the wreckage of wasted youth / do you
remember the eyes of that girl you let go before you down the waterslide
in calypso? / they spoke nothing of the feigned sorrow of
prostitutes, or the certainty that the sun, even in calypso, would
lay waste to your most golden of aspirations / for a moment we could
have the smells of childhood / count marbles and skip rope with the
other kids never growing old / plunge into the waters in wadgassen
parkbad, make a queue of beautiful neverdieolds by blocking the
passage in the waterslide at totobad / eating all those chips gone
soggy in the sun / how sad then, that the first norwegian journalists
to arrive here will only have whorehouses to write about /
megabordellos and the lustful french underclass / the menial
corruption of the already corrupt / or better, the deification of
what was already godly / your erect penis will meet no judgment here
/ we have undressed in the sauna of history, had our worries
surrender to a succession of pulsating hot air / that could be my
soul, drifting up the chimney to mix with the breath of the forest /
this foundation of trees that always seem to return from wherever it
came, perpetually displaying its potential for growth / now this i
envy: a tree withstanding its natural condition without ever claiming
a name / never doubting its rightful origin, leaving a legacy as
ambitious as any: to quietly take part in something eternal / then
let these be wings: branches stripped naked year after year / or old
men smelling of eucalyptus and crystals stepping into the cold basin
of their happiness / let these be stones onto which we inscribe our
heinous trespassings, the nights in which we never needed to know
love or know of it / let this mark the beginning: the dumb cry of a
neanderthal finding itself in a picture book / and was there not that
river somewhere, to transport the entirety of our knowing through the
disinterested centuries? / here be the cornerstone to solve our
political disambiguities: a bomb dug into the core of your follies / the
hammer that will set the courthouse ablaze, the indifference with
which knowledge stares back at you with / what is most tainted by
shame: your unwillingness to add your days to the crumpled clockwork
of history, or your inability to do so? / end the search / you are
found in being lost /
Tuesday, 31 December 2013
ONLY DO BUMPS NOW
failing
originality (claiming cliché of already written words and fearing
the weight of the internet, misreading information cornucopia
trajectory as leading towards deconstruction then reconstruction,
rather than para or diaconstructs or all lit ablaze) prominent artist
space was reappropriated as baby laxative outlet store / brain
canvassed for kicks / body outsourced for skeleton carnivals / heels clacked in every fassbinder movie never watched / shoulders
shrugged in a sentence by faulkner still being read / his fingernails
weighted down a breath of air in the last museum / finally, in his
love, the abomination had stability /
Friday, 20 December 2013
WAR OF THE MUSEUMS
he returned to beauty to find it destroyed / defaced and discredited / subjected to ten thousand hours of shameless interrogation and never believed / resented by those who were to spearhead its adoration and never accepted / always the subject of forced change / where we had her beauty, in the shade of her charms, we have flood lights / and music being pumped out of statuesque installations / this is your deleted scene: / man falls into grave dug deep enough to not be found / cell phone battery expires / grave is covered / some flowers /
Sunday, 15 December 2013
JUMP CAULDRONS
i know parts of my body that do not exist before you make them come true / limbs tingling with phantom joy or phantoms tingling with limbic joy, awaiting that touch / that must have existed before / as that expectation must have existed before / as it happened, that i became aware of parts of my body that were not real until you made them come true / so that i should not know and remember and expect and long all at once / but know before it happens; that i am being made / that i have bones that swivel before you and name you the creator / that beckon you to ask, say / "you who are the creator, how will i know that my lust is real / that i lust not merely for lust itself, your lust / to undo myself in the moment of your creation?" /
Thursday, 5 December 2013
FACE MADE POEM MADE FACE # 2
grow
out the membranes are useless conditions for incorporating unknown
FIELDS
/FIELDS/
100
AUDIO
retrieve
A
U X
here gruesome
misunder
comes standing
concerning
skin all
(facetious) and s
from oon horribly impatie
the
past nt who knows all yo
u
know
F
I E L D S
SOAP
100
holistic
100
FATWA MAJEURE
YAHYA
HASSAN LISTEN UP / I HAVE FOUND YOUR FORESKIN / DEEP IN THE DESERT IN
AN OLD CAVE / IT WAS LODGED IN BETWEEN TWO Q`URANS / THE MOUTH PIECE
OF SOME ANCIENT BALLOON / A PRETTY LITTLE FLOWER, KEPT FOREVER / YOU
CAN PICK IT UP IN MY NEXT POEM / IF YOU DO NOT MIND HOW IT LOOKS
ALL METAPHORICAL AND ALL / AND LET`S CHILL IN MJØLNERPARKEN AND DISCUSS PRISONS / MINE ARE MADE UP, HOW ARE YOURS? / DEN IK MIN DEN ANGST OVER AL TING DE ER IKKE RIKTIG / DET... BARE ROLIG / CAN YOU SEE THE POETS COMING? / CAN YOU HEAR THE COWBELLS? / THE LITTLE CARS GO LICHTERLO / DUMPSTERS STAND ABLAZE SO DOES MY FAKE FRO / DID I TELL YOU THAT MY PRISON IS NOT REAL? / IT IS MADE FROM THE WORD "YES" /
Sunday, 17 November 2013
FACE MADE POEM MADE FACE # 3
keep
flames and majestic forgiveness, consider upcoming evaluations as
already evaluated, ways to interact not the interaction, use the body
that won't give up, but is extending the need for participation
constantly, maybe even afterwards when it no longer knows if it is
invited, can be invited again
Hair
<> Do
bigger
head
thick
and
glasses
and
glasses
n
r
i
i
c
n
e
g
C
O M B (handarbeit)
H
E R E
ship
typewriter
HIDEOUSLY
BEAUTIFUL always ever better than worst
exclamation
of grief and lack of banking details exclude
what
can still count still hang on to the head until the
body
falls
Wednesday, 6 November 2013
HOLD ON TO SOMEONE YOU SHOVE
the importance of having hair in your face / and bladder laughing, overjoyed / tumble uphill, romanticising pet funerals / and laugh those teeth out / some olympic meetings under our nation's sheets / have a rebellion, now another / write off sweat + death any time / this face or the next / only slightly betrayed, by muscles and spider eggs /
wonderful toilets hidden on mountain ridge /
you killing monkey to feed me /
this must be life + elephant tusk /
virtuosity disguised as charm / hens upholding the voracity of lovers / must trickle down, they think, upon servants of the tower / 99 % cowardice expecting to play role of love / pepper-sprayed into servitude, long lasting, yet still bored / expecting to transcend / some old book / unanswered, like all those childhood prayers of jesus, napoleon, hitler and the rest /
Thursday, 24 October 2013
ORINOCO BLOWS
he
took the animal running to the edge / saw it start again / and had
nostalgia turn into parameter recordable for eyes / all those bugs to
eat / never inquire who else had eyes and glanced back / drifting to
cross over / humdrum characters reinvented, pretty figurines on
skeletal fireplace / heads, half belonging to bodies lugged or
lugging / breaks, chewing gum / remembering books during
conversation, reestablishing need of words so as to welcome the death
of the medium, me-to-you kinda thing / what else: density of unspoken
bodies, this guy or the next travelling your (mine) borderless plains
/ headhunters of the real, the verisimilarity [UFO to shameless past
leaving in 8 minutes, teeth] of left chicken houses, right? / this
plane or the next, when will you finally touch me, and have touch in
return, like guarantee / hand me down the instruments of a cleaner
chaos, like birds making love in this one, or the next one of
someones ultimately best or worst poem? crime, they must write,
because they think of laws.
Thursday, 10 October 2013
HEAD ON NORTH OF THE COMPASS
trending
the obvious, bow and arrow
odysseus'
ship hashtagged, tornadoes of meaning
comfy,
this television set where everything is
said,
and belongs to reality too, my
opinions;
sad waffles
hurried
through
the afterlife
so
that i could share with you the comfortable nothing of which i know
new
hemispheres now
and
all them jesuses
still
chewing on umbilical chords
Tuesday, 8 October 2013
MEMWARS
that monstrosity of a gameshow: hidden prizes, jewels - geometrically flawed - in inner television terrariums
jet streams of blood upsetting your cranky fuselage
hedonism, no actors: "here be normality"
onslaught of sweets and cuddly cozy, your back against a piece of bread, smear
liquify the experience, holy tombstone, lucretia borgia smörgåsbord
give phantom head just
as poussin senses bacon's longing for the best cry in the history of painting
and paints the best cry in the history of painting
and eisenstein too
then bacon
continuing the development of that already perfectly ornate carnage
by painting the best cry in the history of painting
and then the photographs, and some more holy onlooking, and your parapet gaze, valet parked in the unread book of surprise
hoodlumed into submission, keys rattling in your very large pocket
before astonishment
and that thing opposite of oblivion
Friday, 4 October 2013
TREATHES
who kills nightmares
god kills nightmares
god is alcohol
who lives by the river
god lives by the river
god is destruction
who inherits the mountains
god inherits the mountains
god is taxation
god takes care of you
who wrote the bible
god is l ron hubbard
god smells fear
who eats chicken
god is the makeshift avantgarde
god provides those services
god is the fixer
who knows not of himself
god is continuous peace
god is emblazoned as both snake and city
god is history's total lack of irony
Friday, 27 September 2013
Wednesday, 18 September 2013
HELLO LUBRICATED CELLS
undo unnecessary welcome
whole country coronary
remember bus nowhere
that menial godliness
hello bush animal
ridicule bull saying
worship even temperature
that forest boogie
apply unkempt everything
cute cops laughing
tell boss nothing
weirdness when normal
hold grave wholesome
little buggy crying
let thing grow
saw green fruit
make make count
hold atlas high
look here her
lastness then significance
skin those teeth
flesh is yours
Thursday, 5 September 2013
-
AT CAVE
so the dialectics were changing
the beasts approached the adventurers with silver tongued flamboyancy to carve out a smile
discarded their fear, spoke soft words, full of telephone numbers and promises
"we must leave, relatively unharmed"
he woke up or fell asleep in or to the DVD-menu's insisting jingle
had legs
armour too
a little girl ran across the floor, throwing silver coins at a fat Himalayan on the window sill
her legs caught fire,
- visitors brought cake and ale -
dawn
lamp posts giggling
trespassers on the heath
edible solutions, big head of dreams
you can't spell compromise without "hemingway"..
so it goes
cat like
purrs
and was decidedly political, the face and the ballot mattered, felt good
engage in conversation: "hey you death like"
never got elected by the bored, so
it was reasonable to move to Poland
"have you even heard how big dreams can grow?"
never harvested: plutonium date
handshake
Tuesday, 27 August 2013
VOYAGE TO ASTANA
do
not ask me to summarise all the signs / that stand out of the trivial
and transitory / proposing to make a leap from the trivial and
transitory / into the industrious and frantically mystical / two o
clock in the morning at Tbilisi International Airport / just let me
quickly mention the perturbing sight of two men / eyes closed /
spinning heaps of luggage into cling film cocoons / with trained
gusto / likely learned from teosophic books on the art of dance / cocoons /
that will later fill the gap between check-in desk 21 and 23 / and
disappear into a pit / to return as disagreeable moths / forever drawn
towards the ecstatic light coming from your love wound / towards
the scar that is healed by a kiss / or
reversely / towards the kiss that is healed by a scar /
PAST LEVITATION
tired of using titanics / for the non-commercial purpose of approaching you / cracked hulls and busted propellers / I turn icebergs upside down / and sail them like galleons / shipwrecking proper / into south poles unnoticed / to extradite my love for you / a fine powder / made of hardened northern lights / crushed on living-room tables by stewards / to take one connection and snort it / and never have to juggle the other / the undressed tip of an iceberg / a body in full / for making atlantic babies
Wednesday, 21 August 2013
WEARY EYES
just
because I am trendy / it does not mean I have to uphold all these
feelings of insecurity that you continuously maintain I am responsible
for / look at the cave: / one of us came out of it / deemed it
uninhabitable and moved out / you know, and became that news vendor
on Times Square / that doorman at [POLISH NIGHTCLUB] / that
salesman of hard facts / soft spittoons / firm believer of all those
religions that were spewed out of some hell-hole on 14th street / or
somewhere that was not even Manhattan / Barcelona? / Calle
Fortunados / guns / here be useful daydreams / a life washing
ashore where another dwindles away / the parakeets of Rua Augusta /
the new and improved notebooks of Sao Paulo / 1500 worker bees
humming, unnoticed / in those forced daydreams /of plentiful
yesterdays probably / nostalgia asleep in hotel rooms, the skin that
deceives you / the trees that you thought spirited reminds you of
nothing at all / several phone cards bought for far too many reais,
blown immediately on calling weather services in countries not yet
visited / eternal lie of magical alley where uncle Jim or John lives
with one or several families / the blessing of being fruitful / like
the French or the Dutch would know once a year, and thereby plummet onto
the streets like murdered chameleons / ripe for change and
observation / and all the other fruitful deaths wherein massive
chandeliers are swinging in relaxed unison / songs / gleefully
performed by an orchestra of ants / trampling down the carpet of
eternity / the singular entirety of space / another reverberating
cave: endless chatter of next level insects / misunderstood kisses /
because the bus stop was just "so us", held all the keys to
unlocking the chambers of our boredom / shouts: / written
simultaneously on every chinese typewriter ever produced / patiently
/ avoiding any outburst that fall upon the category of water / and
air / poison, too / 900 characters left behind / separate beehives /
words upon effect: / the trade union guillotine agreement / perfume
for the beheaded / gasoline for the queen buzz / something now,
before the dawn /
Thursday, 15 August 2013
•
WHENEVER SUMMER COMES AND GOES
we
rarely talk of the dreariness of junebugs the severed cadavers
split in half at the might of my hand at the thrust of a shovel legs bent in faltering prayer like those of crustaceans flapping at the base of a cream-coloured shell the see-through
cocoon never meant to be unearthed never meant for the direct
terror of sunlight see; there's a challenge: do not shrimp all day i have thrown ant hives into bushes you see: this land is
my land god will not make any more out of it than me yet:
cities need compassion insects too then insects too
Thursday, 8 August 2013
IZTAPALAPA
head just swollen
content
suggesting
that nothing
comes
out
of violence
but
wrong
look
at who you became / the snow thawed again / and meaningful love / spurted out / hung on to you and me you and me / none of our babies were flawed / happens to be / that all of us / will move in and out and in and out / of our antique apartments
together
and never have different pasts again/
Saturday, 3 August 2013
YOUTH IN PURE SUITS
now
it was whispered of a place where words go to die put your ear to
the trunk: /THE LISTENING it could be a book where pages
are constantly changing to oppose a library /THE DEPICTION TO
NO END words mounting words unwords shaping words
again ( ≈escaping neologisms then without resorting to
descriptions, deconstructing words as were they ladders that finally
would rise as two disconnected pillars into the air ) pairing
significance meaning and unmeaning /THE THINKING WITHOUT
CRITICAL DISCOURSE ( as a critical discourse ) endless
positivity /OHNE ENDE an attempt: to no longer consider the
big bang as the conceptual center of meaning rather: the garage
doors open thread-mills run out of momentum in semi-obscured
pockets of light where it counts toppling + circumstances paying attention to whether the toppling circumstances is what counts /CIRCUMSTANCES HAVING CHANGED he stood sans repartee gave
aborted retort his base of knowledge was excavated a clean
inside left to hold nothing but him the hermit sleeping crab-like he could start over /A NOT DIVISIBLE CHAOS
here he could
reassemble keep his own a not unattractive chaos he could
build his life on inhalations (you imagine he will choose
you) he could never grow /A SKIN TO DRESS THE SOUL he
could choose not to be fooled by his own hand he could know he is
merely thinking about collapse in you somehow that have
become something /THE EXCITEMENT THOUGH what was he
ascertaining? have you seen the crevice in his body? it was
split for you a drawer /DID YOU SEE ALL THE CHANGES THAT
FAILED TO MATTER? he could draw a line sharp or unsharp between you: /THIS COULD END
Tuesday, 16 July 2013
INTO CONTEXT
(distant
barking) / my father is trying to take a nap / (dogs barking) /
outside, both Benfield hounds are barking / this shot is done through
the screen / (dogs barking) / "7 WEEKS EARLIER" /
this shot made on august 8, 1986 / shows absolutely nothing around /
this shot shows absolutely nothing in the picture / this shot made on
august 8, 1986 / shows absolutely nothing in the picture / (dog
barking) / this shot made on august 8, 1986 / shows absolutely no
other animals / or anything in the picture / to agitate the barking
Benfield hound /
Wednesday, 3 July 2013
πıπ
GROPE SHOW
these
remains are different
they
do pilates
they
are concepts from the future
made
fit for exhibitions
target
audience:
fitted
on plinths
upon
glass
pyramids crackling
lustful
bodies scraped to ruins
injecting
sluggish parts through accidents
into
cracked pavements
and
viaducts for grand fluids and torpid leftovers
they
claim to be the centerpiece of creation
not
a failed madonna
with
frozen intestines
of
which the fleshless state beckons a redefinition
the
carnivorous:
a
template for all lovers
and
insects
the
old will swallow the modern
your
life held at a curatorial distance
tailormade
for a foreign body
celebrated
in circles you will never frequent
≈
COMMITUNS!
unseasoned
seasons
come
passing through like piglets:
guilt,
shame, fear, regret.
*
beach
monkeys will steal your nuggets
order
your fries in geometrical shapes
tip
the waves
*
she
cigarette burns
twice
*
paint
your lips
blowjob
the system
*
wolf
spells flow
immanuel
spells leunammi
me
began as question
all
that flowers
must
junk
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